The sad part is that I'm not joking.

Well, this journey have taught me so much that I can literally work out to this kind of shit without be ashamed. Gym and people lifting up stuff in front of my eyes is not really my cup of tea. So basically I took these barbies plus the perfect-teeth-guy with me home and made them make me do something about the 5 kilos I've put on my body. I ended up fainting after half an hour. I swear. When I work out to Zumba I don't feel as fucked up as I do now.

This Pump it Up is the real shit. And I don't recommend you to work out with it if you're a smoker. Which I am. But I'm actually cooling down. So soon I will be free from smokes as well.

And no, I haven't become religious.

Green is actually a very peaceful color

by Louise Lange
(http://bitapalapparna.blogspot.com/)

In honor and respect for my people in Iran, I use the color green on my new blog.

I'm back on track. This track taught me to not being an aggressive motherfucker. My journey without my last pessimistic blog gave me the opportunity to find my own way in my tiny bubble and don't give a shit about people who don't give a shit about me.

During this journey I've come to realize that I can't change the fact that world is a very abstract and fucked up place to be in. But I've also learned that the past is gone, tomorrow is full of bullshit and today is actually the shit we have to take care of.

So welcome me to my new blog. This one will include my activities. (off course not the secret ones, cause I also have a part time job as a terrorist.) This will be only about me and the life I'm living. Cause my life is anything but glamorous. And anything but pretty, bubbly, pink, fashionable, lots of happy friends lying in a tiny bed drinking red wine listening to MGMT, jean jacket, big glasses, drums in an apartment, cute cats or dogs, people who smoke and drink alot, indie pictures who seem old and rotten but were taken yesterday, weird angles that make me look thin (well, there could we actually make an exception) and feel free to fill the list of stuff that attract people to their blogs that I don't have.

From now on, I promise you to not writing loooooooooooooong posts so that you can get to know me better. I won't bore you this time as I did before. So say hurray!